Reverie

reverie

ˈrɛv(ə)ri/

noun

1. 1.

   a state of being pleasantly lost in one's thoughts; a daydream.

   "a knock on the door broke her reverie"

   synonyms:

   daydream, daydreaming, trance, fantasy, vision, fancy,hallucination, musing

   this is an amazing word. 

   
   

   After being in this world for a while now, you'll soon realise that Life isn't exactly a bed of roses. 

   There's supposed to be pains, sufferings, hardship, just so that you'll start to remember and feel the esctasy of all the good things that has happened to you, but this euphoric sensation usually sets in after the bad part is over. 

   
   

   And before its over, you'll usually be in a state of self-pitying, agonizing moments just wishing that everything is just a fleeting moment, that the world would soon end. But, however you hang on and wait, its just doesn't seem like it will be happening anytime soon, then you finally decide that you've had enough, stretch out your hands and drag yourself out of this abyss of darkness. Knowing that only you yourself has the power to give yourself the death sentence, and you, apparently, are not quite ready for that, as yet. 

   
   

   Sometimes, pain won't go away as you keep thinking about it. it will take a little bit of patience. Sometimes, you just have to wait it out. While waiting, probably allow yourself to slip into the reverie of goods that have happened, or the incoming goodness that you perceive for your life.