l think I have been unhappy long enough, it is agonizing to live every single day like it's a drag. You'll feel painfully alone in all the ordeals that you have to go through and you have no one to turn to. Talking to anyone Seems like the last option for fear that you'll be seen as weak or worse, whiney. And it just dawned on me that I have to Snap out of this sentiment sooner or later, if so, why not make it sooner.
I am not the centre of the universe, the world doesn't revolves around me. Life doesn't go the way I want it to simply because I'm bitter about it, and I have to Come to accept it, adapt myself to the world and be the best that I can.
I had always been a pushover in my life, listening to people had became such an integral part of me that I Sometimes forget that I am entitled to having an opinion as well.
I used to read a lot of Self-help books for personal development, which I had not done for quite a while, busy work schedule Was just an excuse for myself to not remind me of my inadequacy, which only serves to bruise my ego further.
Today, I Wish I'm better than myself before. I wish for an opportunity to turn back time but that wasn't an option. So, here l am , making the conscious decision to be the best of me, for me. To stand up for myself and be strong, to Turn a deaf ear to negativities and focus on the good. To be thankful and show gratitude and appreciation for people who crossed my path And Made it better.
Last but not the least, to give the 'million dollar smile' to anyone and everyone, because NO one deserves your bitterness. I remembered reading a quote that says' laughter is the shortest distance between 2 hearts. ' l just want to create pleasant memories to remember people by and for them to remember me by.
Now I seriously understand what it's like to be positive and be negative. And I'd Made my decision to be better than that. Not allowing myself to be daunted by the Circumstances in life.
OK! Ciaoz!
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