I think I've had enough. NO! I know I've had enough. How painful living almost 30years in this world, still not being able to accept myself for who I truly am?
Honestly, I felt my first crush in my secondary school, or what some of you called high school. I was fourteen. I thought we were gonna be BFF. but, it turned out that people around us realised it was a kittle more than that, and started talking, thats where the distance begin to widen somehow. And I had no idea what happened, until years later, one of my good friend told me so. In fact, I hadn't the slightest idea that it was a crush, well, being in a co-ed school, all these are probably taboo anyways.
It was only until when I was seventeen, I was involved in a school event, that eventually leading me to meet my first love( or puppy love), that was when I realised my lack of interest in boys or relationship with boys, I had thought I was so emotionally retarded, that I'll most likely be alone. And nope, didn't work out well even. Just held hands and peck on the cheeks, thats all. But hey, thats how I came to understand the meaning of being in love. How all the physiological factors like gender, doesnt matter any more, it's only about who the other person is.
What do you think?
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